just blog a while lah. so lazy to work. don't know what's wrong with me lately. so not in the mood for studying. my linear algebra, i just couldn't make myself sit down and figure out the problem. sigh. i'm going to fail my exam. sigh.

anyway, i finally figured out why i seem to be cantoring so badly recently. yes it is bad by my standards. i know that i can do much better. the reason is...the mic. i figured that i seem to have this psychological complex thingy that when the mic is there, i tend to put in less effort in my singing than if the mic isn't there. seriously. when i'm practicing without the mic, it's as good as i can make it. but when i'm up there. sigh. you'd think that after 5 years of cantoring i'd be ok with it by now. haiz.

well, nus choir is finally giving us a break to study. or to try to study. the only thing that i've really been studying for is genes. i'll fail linear algebra and i'll fail english lang. there's no way anyone can fail lit if they can somehow backup the crap they write. and i doubt it's possible to fail cultural either cos it's all analysis like lit. but...2 more weeks till exam. our december practices will be at siglap. yay!!

today, i've been slacking like mad. like now, i'm blogging. i know that i've got other things to do. like figure out my maths tutorial. haiz. get a grip gal.

i wish i could turn back time.

p.s. yes another skin change. the dragon rose one was pretty but not quite my style lah. so going back to basics. still playing around with it.